Just the way it is

You know how I can tell your giving your self few bullshitness to have things bitter on us. Cuhz we aint that sour, we aint that horrible.. I made us wack, I wana turn us around, I wana give up on fighting, cuhz i dont see it going anywhere anymore- I thought it shows much love, but reality; I'm hurting the person that I love. I don't wana be thinking about myself anymore, cuhz why think of yourself if your in a relationship, its all about sharing thoughts and sharing wonderful feelings with each others. I'm sorry for what I've caused, I'm going have to deal with it. I thought i was being mind fuck by you, but i thought wrong. You were just trying to tell me," Please RENE; get yourself up from this mess." you know what.. I will once you stop giving me excuses how your uncerstain cuhz look ahead of you, you say you love me and you wana come back; I'm not thinking of myself, I'm thinking for both of us.. Reality, you need to say, " FUCK YOU to your negative thoughts," then bam were back on our grind..